studies.

I Hate studying! FUCK!

I am tireddddddd from studying.

and i am injured from soccer. -.- fuck!

I might be going Spain next month. MIGHT BE.

so in the meantime. BORED.

Stranger

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can’t speak
I can’t make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I’m staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I’m broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I’m confident
But I can’t pretend I wasn’t terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we’d turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I’m broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I’d have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can’t make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I’m broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I’m a danger
You call me a stranger

Such an emo song, i guess it discribes the way i am feeling now.

It was such a pity that I fucked up.

Regrets.

Depression

Depression

It appears and kills you without you knowing.

It came today, killed me and left me devastated.

de·pres·sion /dɪˈprɛʃən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[di-presh-uhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun

1.	the act of depressing.

2.	the state of being depressed.

3.	sadness; gloom; dejection.

I got this very bad feeling that i am not gonna make it in studies.  Sadly so. hahaha.

Okay thats it for this post.

Lyrics from Goodbye by secondhand serenade

It is this short cause i found the words meaningful at the start. but therest no.

 

 

 

It’s a shame that it had to be this way
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry

Maybe I’m to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

THe weekend has been of utter disappointment. ): really. losing that badly in the tournament hurts like shit.

I dont know what to say.

so close yet so far

i’m sorry.

Committment.

I just read something.

And really do you think you can actually make it into the team as easily as before even if you are year 3?

I mean its not easy.

sometimes i know you can come for training but you didnt come.

at least someone else was able to make it down for training right after attachment. dont you think so?

if you are busy and cant come then dont complain. someone else came for a few trainings before the IVP.

Maybe you are just bias against the team.

rethink probably.

Juniors getting in is a different story. how many other seniors are avaliable?

hmm point to think, dont you think?

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]